People might find it hard to believe. But I have genuinely moved on. I don't think the way I did a month ago. I am stronger. I am actually enjoying my work now. It's all God, God, God, God, God.

No, it's not being self-righteous. In all honesty, I have never felt my frailty until now. I not only know that I need God, but the thought of myself not being on God's side pulls me even closer to his embrace, to his grace.

Search me O God and know my heart. Try me and know my anxieties and see if there is any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting.

God has fondly lent me his hands to guide and lead me each and every step of the way. His love consumes my soul. I feel like a little child in the loving arms of her doting father. My deep heart's desire is to put a smile on God's face. Not what I want, but only what will bring more praise to his name.

I am so thankful for all the things that had happened. Truly, all things work together for good to those who love God and are called according to his purpose. Even the most painful things lead me to Christ, to the cross.

I don't have time to think about the mean things people might have done or might have told me. God's love overshadows all of those. I don't have room to keep grudges. God's love fills ever inch of my heart. I know I have hurt people. I know I have said mean things. But I have asked for God's forgiveness. I also have asked for their forgiveness. I don't have anything to brag about but God's unwavering, unconditional and limitless love. I am only forgiven as well. And that thought keeps my feet on the ground.

God knows the intents of my heart. Only him can judge me because I am not who I was.

Currently listening to: my heartbeat
Currently feeling: content
Posted by CarizzCruzem on August 19, 2010 at 06:22 PM | 2 flew with me

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Comment posted on November 22nd, 2010 at 04:47 PM
Dugo utak ko hehehe.

Seryoso: Masaya ako para sau kapatid.

God Bless
Comment posted on November 29th, 2010 at 07:59 PM
Haha! Love you sis!