I need someone to intervene with what's happening to me. I feel nothing. I don't even feel worthless anymore. I just don't feel anything. At night, I can't sleep when everything is silent. I toss and turn and can't seem to find the perfect position to travel to dreamland. So I put my earphones on and let the music drone on. But I don't dream. Or if I do, I forget once I woke up. Something's wrong with me. But I can't pinpoint what. I know I should be doing something worthwhile. But I just let the time slip by, time that I cannot get back, precious time gone forever. I want to cry but I don't want to show people that I'm crying. I mean, what if they ask me what's wrong? I won't know what to tell them. I don't know what's wrong. I just know that there's something wrong, but I don't know what exactly and it's making me want to cry.

I need help.

Posted by CarizzCruzem on January 25, 2018 at 09:59 AM in My thoughts | 2 flew with me

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Comment posted on January 29th, 2018 at 07:25 PM
Hey there,

When all else fails, just pray.
When things don't go your way, pray.
There's this talk about Clarity from Pastor Bonifacio, try to listen to its podcast you might get something from it :)
Comment posted on April 10th, 2018 at 02:35 PM
Oh wow! Thanks! I didn't even know that someone read this. I will try and listen to it later tonight.